Mainly for Charlotte - Charlotte my thoughts are with you at this time - John is in peace now I am sure. And I am sure he felt blessed (in a small way) knowing that you were there to look after him. You are a very strong person, especially to share your journey with everyone and I hope that both yours and John's efforts are recognised in finding a cure to this disease. My dad and all the other MND angels will take good care of him :) Julie